Life

 

# My First Blog

         Hi! Everyone. This is me Mariyum and this my first blog ever. So let's start it. I hope you guys like it.

 

      I am sure all of you here know about failure, But have you ever face it? All of us think that life ends after one failure but we don't bother ourselves to ponder that real life starts after a single failure. According to my Calibre, a single Failure is crucial in the life of a successful person. Failure is momentous towards the way of success. In simple words it is an "Art of Life". It gives us firmness and courage to accept and deal all the odds/challenges on the path of success.

There is a well-saying:

"Spotting dreams is facile but;

to build your dream in real is not."

    We all dream of living a happy life full of bliss and happiness.  Some fortunate people are living a blissful life. On the other hand, Some can't think of living a blissful life. There are some people at  the center who can and can't think of living a blissful, however, that is not in their hand. In simple words, for some people, living life is just a piece of cake. But for some it is not. They die just the way they live. They don't bother to change their lifestyle by doing some hard-work. But they complain to Creator why he create them this way. And some work hard to make it a piece of cake. Here I will share one of my life experience. People will surely ask "why are you telling about yourself ?" so the answer is that: "I want people to learn from my life who are totally desperate from their life that life does not stop if you do so. So learn to endure the hardships believing that you will be rewarded for this surely :)"

 

          I am a bachelor student, doing my Bs in Earth and Environmental Sciences from University Of  The Punjab, Lahore. My Story starts when I was in grade 8. I wanted to be a doctor. I studied hard to fulfill my this dream. I just wanted, others to called me Dr. Mariyum. I tried as much as I could. and because of my hard-working I got admirable marks in matriculation and I got admission in collage. But because of it I also become a bit Arrogant, having no idea what is waiting eagerly for me. After two years (after the exams of 2nd year) I started practicing for medical entering test Mdcat considers as one of the toughest test in Pakistan. During the preparation of this test, I also started preparing for the entering test in university because my father wanted me to apply at every possible institute. After two weeks, there was test in Punjab University. Being honest I didn't prepare well for this test and that was the great mistake I made in the path of my Future and I faced the outcome at the same time. I told my mother about that and she rebuked I think I deserved that and I thought why am I troubling myself too much when I wanted to be in Medical Department, But the moment when I entered The Punjab University, when I felt myself in heaven on earth started, that scene started reappearing in front of my eyes. After a month to this, I also enrolled myself for the test of Pakistan Air Force (PFA). That was so chaotic like "Being between Scylla and Charybdis". So the test of Air force was a week before the test of Mdcat. The test for Air force considers to be difficult as much as that of Mdcat.

       Although I got A little time to prepare for this test, but I was sure that I will surely Pass this test and I will But I failed in medical due to my Vision. I criticize myself a lot for not being perfect but fortunately I have a good Family and what else you need If you have an encouraging and a sympathetic family who understands you and they don't criticize you. Instead of that they see all your efforts you put in your work. After two days, my name appeared in university list. So I went university with my parents a day before the test Mdcat. 

   

      Next morning I get ready and leave with my Father for test center. There were a lot of students and I became  so nervous at that time but my father he kept encouraging me when I had lost all my hope But he was the one for me at that time who believed me and my hard-works than myself. I did my best in test but I was not sure about the result and same thing happen I did not gat enough marks But still I was sure that if I get good marks in Fsc but still there was a question "what if didn't get good marks again?" fortunately, at that time I had another way and that was university doing Bs then MSc, M-phil and so on. Same thing Happened, I didn't get enough good marks so I could take admission in any medical collage.

       At that time, there was a mixture of feelings inside me. I was sad that I could not take admission in medical field. on the other hand, I was happy because what If I had waited for my result and did not get admission in university so my condition would be similar to those who failed in entry test. That was good for me that I took Admission in University and started studying the other field that was good from those who thought of repeat the entry test because that is just a waste of time in my view although if you try again and again you will succeed but at there when you know you will. I also started observing myself that it was good for me that I didn't join any medical field because that may being very hectic for me to manage everything.

     But somewhere I was not happy at all because I wanted to make my parents happy and as being elder in my sibling I want to be a role model for them. I wanted to fulfill all the dreams of my parents that were fastened to me. Although my Father was a little disappoint because he wanted me to be self-dependent so I don't need to seek my brothers in future if I need anything. That day again I promised myself to make my parents happy at any cost. My father enrolled my name in the category of  B-pharmacy (homeopathic doctor) and he also wanted me to do online business so also enrolled me in computer classes. That was going to be super hectic because that was my 1st semester in university and I also started studying other two things one was related to my subject and other was opposite computer because I never liked it. My friend always asked me: "Grin and Bear it" they just laughed me at that time. But they were all un-aware of the reason behind it.

      One day When I was returning home my father told me: "I know it's hard for you to bear it all but if you want to successful and self-dependent that you have to endure it all" and his words came out like a spark in me. And today I can build a whole web-page and I have cleared one year of B-pharmacy it is just because I believed in me, my efforts and hard-working that is why I am much stronger than other.

     I just want to share this experience of my life to you guys because I want you guys also believe in you on your efforts by believing that you will surely rewarded. If I had just cried due to my bad marks and with that intention that I just want to be a doctor because without that life ends so it does not however it changes us a bit but broaden our way of thinking and makes us strong to endure every pain in our way of success. Sometimes, we have to believe our fate because our fate is pre-written. We believe in it because whatever it does is better than what we do. Never lose hope from your fate just believe it.

    I want to be enough successful and want to be an example for those who believe life ends without medical so I want to clear them No there is a life beyond our imagination that is more beautiful than we think but it requires a little effort and boldness of facing your failure with happiness. I want to be their guider who helps them to move out from the darkness into the light of success, from criticizing themselves to able to understand themselves. I want them to be able to see the light inside them full of passion and creativeness. 

 Thank You:) !